5 Gifts that I Loved

Hye... Firdaus Azmi here. Still Firdaus okay. hehe. Just put the fathers' name. haha. Ok, dh lme rsenye x usha blog sendiri ni, dah berhabuk dah ni. haha. Mlm ni sy nk tulis about 'hadiah' yg paling sy hargai dan paling sy syg kt dunia ni. hehe. Suprising... ok, i begin, bismillahirrahmanirrahim... :)

1. Mama adalah hadiah paling istimewa buat diri sy kt dunia ni. Klu xde mama, sy xde kt cni duk menaip blog. haha. Sy syg mama sy sgt3... Klu diberi peluang sekalipun utk membalas jasa mama, sy xkan boleh balas jasa mama. Sy pnh tnye mama, klu Firdaus nk balas budi mama cmne ek?? Mama just jwb, blaja la leklok, hidup senang dunia, tp igt agama jgn tnggal, solat 5 waktu...kt surau taw. hehe. Smpai skang sy igt mama. Insyallah, smpai sy mati sy igt ye mama. Love u mama.

2. Abah! hehe.. Abah sy seorang yg cool and relax...klu minta duit kt die, Bah, nk duit ckit la, nk kua ngn kwn. Abah jwb, ckit je ke?? konfem cukup?? bhahaha. Loya buruk kuat. LOL. Tp bab solat, bab belajar, mmg die caring gle! Dari kecik, die dh suh hafal Al-Quran, die slalu ckp, klu Firdaus berjaya cmne pon, kaya cmne pon, agama tnggal, x buat perintah Allah, sama jaa, berdosa besar taw. Fuh, sy takot dgr cmtu...hehe. Sy insyallah akan dgr nasihat abah tu. Paling penting, hehe, die penah ckp, nant nak kawen, jge isteri baik2, supaya nant kamu x kne soal kat akhirat. Abah2...abah la idola Firdaus.

3. Syafiqah, adik perempuan sy. Die ni, hmm, seorang yg natural la. X ske bnde2 complicated, just a simple person. Tp still same like her bro, loves Korean. haha. Die ni dulu pendiam, tp sejak masuk MRSM Kuantan, teros jd peramah gle and die ni ske bce novel english. Dah beterabor novel english kt bilik die. haha. Pastu ske speaking kdg2 la kan. haha. Lyn jela.. Die ni ske mrh gak la, and cpt ngamok. haha. X mcm abg die kan. LOL. Bg sy, semarah2 die, die seorang adik, anak, dan kakak yang bertanggungjawab sbb die x pernah tnggalkan tanggungjawab seorang anak dan kakak ataupun adik kepada keluarga die.

4. Sakinah, adik bongsu sy. hehe. Haaaa...dia ni, pelik ckit, kuat sgt membebel. hahaha. Paling penting die nk org ikot je ckp die. Macam queen control dah kt umah ni. haha. Tp die comel bg sy. Die baik, nk suh blanje pape, die ok je. haha. Mmg slalu paw die la kan. hehe. Die ni seorang yang suke sgt KOREA!!!! Sehari klu x tgk Korea die, xtau la...haih. Tp sy byk tau sal Korean ni, dr die la..hahaha. Die cikgu Korea kt umah ni. Mama ngn abah pon dah xtau nk sekolahkan kt Malaysia ke Korea, hahaha. Just kidding. Die nk jd Doctor ble dah bsr nant. Aminn..

5. Last sekali, seorang perempuan yg telah menjadi sesuatu yg penting dlm hidup sy ialah, Natasha Fairuza bt Mat Nasir. Dialah girlfriend sy. 1001 perangai yg sy sedang memahami selama sebulan lebih ni.hehe. Tp sy x putus asa. Tetap nk berikan yg terbaik utk kami. Mrh die jgn ceghite la kwn2...serammmmmm! hehe. Tp die ttp lembut..die seorang yg sporting..yg penting skali, Korean lovers like me!!! hahaha. Terlalu byk yg sy boleh describe ttg die... Paling penting, sy syg die dan sy hargai die seadanya, tidak meminta balasan, hanya kasih sayang sebagai tanda ikatan. Wah....jiwang99! bhahaha. Tp tu la dia..Satu hari x cntct, feel very empty the whole day. It is a must to contact her everyday kan syg..hehe.

Okay, tu la 5 'hadiah' yg sy syg sgt kt dunia ni.. sy hrp 'hadiah' ini tidak tinggalkan sy sebelum sy tinggalkan mereka...sy nk mereka tgk kejayaan sy di dunia ni dulu. Bru sy rse bahagia. :)

LOVE U ALL! MAY ALLAH BLESS U!

Second Heartbeat

We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing,
We all know what to do but no one does it, 
Now this time has passed and full of regret,
Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone,
When they get back, it won't be the same, 
Never be the same, 
My life, you've always been there, 
Now you're gone and my heads spinning, 
Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past,
Moving on your time has run out,
Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait, 
Wasting away once again, once lived as friends,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

Never will I forget you, and all the memories past,
So rarely I get to see your face,
Growing I looked to you in guidance.
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me,

To me you were my life, 
To me you were my soul companion,
Now you are so far away, 
Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had,
Come back - to the days when we were young
Come back - to the days when nothing mattered
to the days when nothing mattered

And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.

Sincerely...

Beautiful and The Sunshine

Hye folks! Firdaus is writing now. With many sudden ideas after di 'ilhamkan' oleh girlfriend. haha. Okaylah, mlm ni just nk cerita about this topic, beautiful and the sunshine. Ape mksud words ni actually? haa...tu la psl, kte slalu ckp tp xtau mksud die. hehe.

Dlm satu pendapat, klu kte ckp kt seseorng yg kte syg dgn dimulakan dgn perkataan seperti 'good morning beautiful' , the whole day die akn rase beautiful. Sbb psychology kte sndiri yg build up bnde tu. Ape yg telinga dgr, itulah yg diproses oleh otak dan tros jd satu perasaan. hehe. Then, bnde ni sy dah praktikkan for my beloved Natasha Fairuza. Sy akn ckp waktu pg n mlm jela an. hehe. Hope she will be happy hear that from me. After that, die suke ckp 'sunshine' kt sy. Sy xtau mne die dpt idea an, tp ble die ckp cmtu, sy rase diri ini dihargai. hahaha. hrp2la dihargai kan. haa..aritu sy dah bg 10 habits die kan, kali ni sy bg 5 bnde yg die minat buat ea..hehe.

1. Tido awal (skang ni je bru nk train, dlu lmbat. haha)
2. Skyping ( activity ini sudah menjadi hobi kot, haruslah)
3. Singing ( ckp jela lgu ape je, die kompom leh nyanyi punye)
4. Korean ( music video ke, lagu ke, or drama ke, sume die minat kan yang..)
5. Shopping ( bru sekali g shopping ngn die..pasni nk g lg la. hehe)

Ni la 5 bnde yg die minat, ade lg taw, tp xkan nk gtau sume, rahsie la kan. hehe. Syg, klu syg bce blog ni, this is what i wrote suddenly sincerely drpd hati ni. Jiwang99! hahaha. Sy hargai die sgt2 walaupun kdg2 kte manusia ni x terlepas buat kesilapan kan. hehe. Korg sume x knal die, so better just read it. hehe. Mesti korg pk die sweet an, tp, die garang taw. hikhik. Segarang garang die pon, die ttp comel sy kan yang. Die nk sy tulis 'syg comey' byk2. Ok, sy sahut cabaran die ea...

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*sy harap ni cukuplah utk die ea. hehe. save utk hari lain. hahaha.

Tu jela utk mlm ni, suuden ideas, xde idea actually, tp she's always in my mind ade idea ke xde. haha. So, x pelik la klu sy slalu tulis psl die kan.:)

Happy or Sadness

Salam semua. Me, Firdaus again.. Ok, happy ke sedih anda semua skang?? Tnya diri sendiri. hehe. Perlu jujur dgn diri sendiri, klu x mesti sakit kan.. haih. Kita dlm dunia ni mesti sometimes ade sedih sometimes ade happy an.. x slalunye happy. Tp kte mesti dan perlu mencari happy tu if suddenly kte sedih sbb smpai ble kte nak sedih an..

Ade sedih yg long term, ade gk sedih yg temporary, depends on the problem itself. People must think rasionally if there are problems..if not, kte mesti akan timbul masalah lain. Kte semua xnk begitu. hehe. Ape maksud happy tu ek?? dr segi istilah ke bahase? haha. Bg sy sendiri, happy itu ialah suatu perasaan di mana kte merasa yg diri kita tiada masalah dgn manusia atau pun sekeliling. Bkn semua org tau yg rse happy sekarang ni. hehe.

Next question, cmne kte nak bahagiakan seseorang?? wow, soalan ni ssh. hehe. Kte try jwb sme2 ea. Bermula dgn family sendiri, kte boleh membahagiakan ibu bapa kte dgn hormat dieorg, tunjuk akhlak yg soleh, jgn melawan ckp dieorg, selalu lepak borak2 ngn dieorg, jge hati dieorg dan byk lg la. hehe. Klu ngn adk beradik plak, kte boleh lepak sme2 an, borak2 psl korea ke, psl trend ke an. haha. Hoping u all pon got the happy family. Insyallah... ok lah, skang ni, cmne nk bahagiakan kekasih or couple kte?? hehe. Soalan ni ramai leh jwb punye, tp pasti ke dgn jawapan tu, ataupun sekadar ckp je...x buat pun. hehe. Biasalah an, kdg2 kte terlupa tanggungjawab kte, tp insyallah x lupe pada si dia. hehe. aww aww. Dlm hubungan or couple ni bkn senang taw, dah mcm kawen dah, sbb kte kne jge hati msg2. Bru bahagia. Tu pun klu kte serious dlm relation tu.. klu x, haih, tu yg break sana sini tu kan. Kne la berani korbankan mase or harta walaupun ckit, walaupun kdg2 couple kte x nmpak bnde tu tp biar kte dpt bahagiakan die sudah bermakna bg kte. Then, jgn sesekali memarahi die tanpa sbb, bg sy kte just perlu menasihati die je..x perlu mrh2 kan. If u all syg lover u all, keep on nasihat die sbb manusia boleh berubah an. Sy pon percaye cmtu. hehe. Jgn fikir nak give up sbb give up tu solution yg x rasional. Peranan lover korg sume adalah compliment each other, means that, korg isi kekurangan yg ade kt lover korg, dan lover korg isi kekurangan yg ade kt korg. Cmtu la bru happy and insyallah bahagia. Trust tu penting jugak dlm relationship beside honest. Sbb bnde ni sume akar dlm hubungan. hehe. Dah mcm Dr Love plak an...hikhik.

Okay lah, sy lelaki an, so, bg sy, lelaki ni perlulah berani bekorban tp jgn terlampau bekorban, tkot mkn diri sendiri. Lelaki perlu ade prinsip yg kuat..gf kte ni kdg2 moody, so jgn follow moody die, try against mood dieorg sbb nk happykan keadaan. hehe. Hope btol la ape yg sy ckp ni. hehe. Yg penting sentiasa igtkan gf korg yg korg syg dieorg. Ala, ckp relax2 je pon dah oke coz manusia ni akan igt bnde yg sweet and bnde yg catchy.hihi. Lyn la gf korg mcm bakal isteri bkn mcm permaisuri.hehe. Sbb akan melatih diri mereka menjadi seorang yg mithali insyallah... Sy pon syg sgt kt gf sy.

Sy rse tu je la utk mlm ni...insyallah klu ade idea nk tulis ataupun sudden ideas come out, i will write it in this blog. hehe. Take care of urself k. If u believe, u will achieve, remember this until die. Salam.

Loving...Trying and Hoping

Hye. Firdaus again... Mlm ni hujan lebat sgt dr ptg td. Spe yg ddk dkt Kuala Lumpur, rasela hujan tu ek. hehe. Korg ddk rumah jela mlm ni. Hari ni byk bnde kne buat...tp x bz pon. Biasa jaa... sy cerita la ek.

Pg td, sy pg Kl Sentral utk amek my mom from Penang. Die outstation two days. Then, smpai rumah dlm pukul 12.30 tgh hari kot, pukul 1.10 kne amek Sakinah pulak, adik sy yg last, form 4, kt sekolah die. haih. Sy baring la jap, last2 ttdo, nseb baik adk sy yg second kjot, "abg, amek kina la!" , nme die Syafiqah. Sy mls gle nk bngun ,xtau la npe letih sgt. haha. Sy g la amek, rupa rupanya si Syafiqah ni nak follow gak sbb die nk g lepak ngn kwn2 die. Haih. Pdn la beriya kjot sy. hehe. Then, sy g la amek Sakinah kt sekolah , pastu antar Syafiqah kt LRT Wangsa Maju plak. 

After that, blek rumah blek, dlm pukul 1.40. Balik solat Zohor, x lme pastu, Mak Ina call, mak cik sy. hehe. "Firdaus , amek Mak Ina pukul 2.15 kat bengkel. hehe.. Sy pun g la amek... lebih kurang 2 jam sy spend ngn Mak Ina sbb die nk mkn jap kt kdai , pastu nk tuka duit, sbb nk g Haji esk... 

Sampai rumah, sy msg ngn Natasha Fairuza, tp sy ttdo plak. Sorry syg..hurm. Then, bngun tdo, sy msg die ckp sy tertido an, tp x reply. Sy tau die mrh... hmm. Sy call xdpt, msg x reply. Last sekali sy try tanye mama die.. Rupa rupanya , hp die rosak.. Lega sy..igt dia mrh. hehe.

Tp, x lama pastu kredit sy abes, die bg msg tp sy x boleh reply, sbb xde kredit. Sy pg la kua nek kete, sbb ujan lebat an, g la 7e, cari topup... akhirnya dpt.. Balik2 sy tgk ade msg , die btol2 mrh kt sy. Sy just x tau ape nk buat, sbb sy dah buat ape yg patut sbg bf an. Sy fikir balik, hmm, xpela, maybe sy yg slh kot.. Semarah marah die, die baik sgt. Sy syg dia... Dah sebulan an, syg kne kuat k. Sy cube jd the best utk die..sy hrp die faham.. sy syg die, Natasha Fairuza. 

*dah oke, msg yer..keep waiting.

Natasha Fairuza

Hye, it's me Firdaus again. Okay la, tonight sy nk story psl siapa yg telah influenced sy utk buat blog ni. Since i'm in secondary school, dah byk dah mmber2 duk suroh wat blog ni, tp just mls je nk wat. haha. So, mlm ni i just want to tell u about her.

Once upon a time, there is a girl named Natasha Fairuza bt Mat Nasir. Dia ni ddk dkt Pulau Pinang, tu dia, punya jaoh dari Kuala Lumpur an. haih, tp it's okay lah. The most interesting part, how i know her...hikhik. Cmni, one day, sy pon lupe knp sy add die dlm fb. Nk jdkan cerita, sy try send smiley kt dia, tup2 dia reply. wow...interesting. haha. sy bg smiley yg up ckit. Langsung dia x tau. Cian..hehe. Dia minta sy ajarkan, then, sy pon ajarlah one by one...until everytime we onlining, we will send smiley again and again.

Okay, this is climax when i ask her number. We are guy, so lumrah alam mestila kte minta number girl dulu an. hehe. Then, sy mintalah kt dia, "awk, nk number hp leh?" (malu malu). Dipendekkan cerita, dia bg no hp dia. Start from that day, i try to know her better day by day, week by week...until we decided to be a couple and lover of each other. hehe. Now, we are loving each other for one month. Insyallah, if we are strong enough to face any obstacles, we will be together. Amin.

Now, sy nak cerita psl perangai dia. hehe. Bukan mengumpat ea ni. Klu ngumpat kne ade org kt sebelah nk ckp an. haha. Natasha Fairuza is :
1. A beautiful shiny cute gorgeous friendly awesome cool sporting girl as i know her.
2. A good sulker i think. haha. But still have her cute.
3. A good sms-er, always sms me everyday. ( tak rugi topup ) haha
4. A good skyper ( selalu Skype ngn sy mlm2. ) haha
5. A good singer for me only ( bila leh wat album ek yang?? ) hikhik
6. A good smiler to me ( bila dia senyum jaa, tenang hati ni ) 
7. A good Bad Law all the time. ( dulu x cmtu taw, skang dah nakal ) haha
8. A good blogger. ( slalu update blog, mesti bg tau sy, tnx syg ) hehe
9. A good listener to me. ( kdg2 bkn semua probs leh citer kt parents an, so she is my place to tell story ) 
10 . THE BEST LOVER TO ME <3 

Actually still have many of her habits i want to write, but suddenly there is no any ink left. haha. Whatever i wrote above, i love you Natasha Fairuza.

My First Blog in My Life

Hye. For the blogger reader, for your information, this is my first blog since i live in this world. Sy dulu mmg x ske wat2 blog ni. A bit leceh an, tp sy try gak la. Actually, sy suddenly interest nk buat blog ni sbb a month ago, i've met someone special, and she's totally my girlfriend now. Die ade blog, and suddenly sy ni ske plak bce blog die, amboih, bkn stalker okay, just like to read only. Then, i try to create my blog, just try je ni. haha. Itupun ask for her help jugak. -___-" what an experience, cmna la jd blogger an?? punya leceh, always update. so IMBA la u bloggers. haha.

Today, Tuesday, 18 October 2011, me writing and updating this blog. Pukul 10 kang ade hal, kne runner g kl sentral sending my beloved mom sbb dia nak pg Penang. Penang?? wow... ni pon x 'pecah laju' lg LOL. Minyak kete ni pon xde sgt ni...haih.

Okaylah, sy buat 20 minutes ni, ni je la yg sy mampu tulis sbb kne rushing nk pg fetching my mom kt office and send her to Kl Sentral. Ok guys, that's all, hope u enjoy reading my blog. Be the followers, bkn sahaja di Twitter, tp di sini juga ya. Sweet Sou Bradar!